OMG I am really out of shape! It happened so fast and without me even realizes the extent! I just received an event invitation about National Push Up day to raise money… They were talking about doing 100 push ups in a row or how many sets up 100 push ups. I knew this was a crazy idea but I decided to see how many I could really do and the final result was sooooo very pathetic. I have always had problems doing normal push ups but have gotten by doing the girl ones which are still difficult enough.

Ok, I need to see how much better I can get! With my new mantra that there is no such thing as failure I can totally do this! My goal will be to get to 100 push ups.. .timeline? No idea?! I think I’ll start with getting to 100 doing them on my knees them work up to doing 100 the real way. How does that sound?

I love the gym and working out so I am not sure how I’ve let it get this long… Life has been so crazy that I think maybe I stopped putting my workouts as a priority.. well, this just has to change.. Now I just need to figure out how to fit it in with my new crazy schedule. I guess I could start by changing gyms so I am working out at the college in between classes or before classes or maybe even after on Tuesday’s and Wednesday’s when Hannah is with her Dad as I work in the mornings. I am sure I’ll figure it out!

Do you know what.. I started thinking that I had failed on this weight loss thing then I watched this movie Three Feet from Gold… it really woke me up.. I can’t fail (which I already knew) but I was so focused on my other goals like school, work and Mommy things that I forgot that I had my very important personal goals. Well, as long as I keep at it I’ll figure it out and things will turn out the way I want them to. So here I go again… or better yet, here I continue the path/journey.

Please stick with me.. If I am not going to give up on myself then please don’t give up on me :) Love ya!

Xoxo

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